uncharted

I have to be honest. Lately I have been feeling a little lost, like I am kind of wandering around with no real plan in my mind. Which if you know me at all is 100% NOT NORMAL. I have been here for almost a year (24 days until the big 1 year anniversary - yes I am that nerdy I am counting down...) I can barely remember a time in my life where I have felt like I do right now. I am not even sure that I can put it all into words. So many changes and choices and firsts, professionally and personally,  for the first time I can remember I actually feel a little overwhelmed with life. I am sure a few deep breaths and some long deep thinking will fix it all but at the time being I can't get my head to stop racing for long enough to manage to get one of those deep breaths in!!! Yikes....  Until then this song seems to be singing right to me...

Jump start my kaleidoscope heart,

Love to watch the colors fade,

They may not make sense,

But they sure as hell made me.

I won't go as a passenger, no

Waiting for the road to be laid

Though I may be going down,

I'm taking flame over burning out

Compare, where you are to where you want to be, and you'll get nowhere